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Artist // Literature
  • Australia
  • Deviant for 19 years
  • She / Her
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Current Residence: victoria.
Favourite style of art: fetish, horror and macarbe.

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sorry about uploading so much work at one time but i went for a walk today down upper ferntree gully way and just found amazing little things on the way. such as the burnt down house. so sad. and seeings as i haven't really uploaded anything in such a long time, i thought i'd absolutely spam you all to the shit-house with my latest work [: using an olympus c750, my work is done here~! :heart:
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shit no its freezing dora bg uploaded good on ya LETS ALL WATCH DORA MATE
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new stuff :]

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new poetry entered. seeing as i haven't written stuff in such a long time. :] enjoy. x
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hello! :) i wanted to ask you something, do i have to pay money for ur brushes? because I can't download them, they're really cool :}
Hello Beautiful Girl,

Ish!! i miss you so much >___<
Just five more days to go, yehh.
I can't wait to stay with you forever and ever!
I love you more than i love buzz lightyear.
Forever and always.
xoxox

"I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you
I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

Through it all, I made my mistakes
I stumble and fall, but I mean these words

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt
Pieces of memories fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

All the streets where I walked alone, with nowhere to go
I've come to an end

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find (what you will find)

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go (I want you to know)
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go"

Don't forget i'll hold your hand. Watch the night sky fading red.
that one deviantation is so popular!! how did u get it to be so popular?1?!?!?
Jaymee.
I miss you so much and despite being ill i still think of you while i lay on the hospital beds. It's just not the same as having you with me.
Thoughts of you that night- holding your hand and everything beeing perfect. This is killing me.
I know it's been forever since i last spoke to you. But not a moment has gone by that you haven't been on my mind. I hope you're well and safe. I'll be thinking of you always. Please, don't forget me.
Beautiful girl;
Forever in my dreams.
xoxox

"SaraBeth is scared to death
To hear what the doctor will say
She hasn't been well
Since the day that she fell
And the bruise it just wont go away

So she sits and she waits with her mother,
And flips through an old magazine
'Til the nurse with a smile stands at the door
And says "Will you please come with me?"

SaraBeth is scared to death
Cause the doctor just told her the news
Between the red cells and white
Something's not right
But we're gonna take care of you

Just this morning right there on her pillow
Was the cruelest of any surprise
Yet She cried when she gathered it all in her hands
The proof that she couldn't deny
SaraBeth closes her eyes


Six chances in ten it wont come back again
With the therapy we're gonna try
It's just been approved it's the strongest there is
I think we caught it in time
SaraBeth closes her eyes.

And she dreams she dancin' around and around
Without any cares
And her very first love
Is holding her close
And the soft wind is blowing her hair

And for a moment she just isn't scared."

i :heart: you
Beautiful girl,
My heart still lies with you.
Over all the miles, i hope you feel it too.
Although everything here is falling apart,
You're safely kept deep inside my heart.
And every step and my hearts beating,
Remains alive, in love, i'm breathing.

I try to call you every day. But i only ever get your message bank. I won't give up as long as your voice lingers in my mind. I wish you were here, to keep me safe. Because i'm so afraid. And this could quite possibly be the last time i write to you. I love you so much, Jaymee, and although we're so far apart i still feel your hands entwined with mine. You're my reason for living. And i love you to death.

I have to go now. School's about to end and i have to go home to my hell. In your arms- the only place i find comfort. I'm shaking. But i love you more and more each day.

Forever and Always.

Samantha-Ashlee.